lose a business , get a friend maybe

I always thought he would do business with me , it proved that in the end , he just want to check the price of his old supplier if is high . business was the last topic yesterday night . we always talked about the love and marriage , and i told him my love story . feel he was a good listener . an experienced person on love , told me a lot that i don't know .

I was very disappointed when i knew he just wanted to compare the two prices . I understand that business was business , we could not finish a deal just because we are friends . but i felt it seems he seted me up . sad , sad . I know just because i have many hopes on him . when he asked if he can be invited to my wedding , i smiled a little , of course i will be glad he can come . he said he want to meet me when he come to China , i also hope so , but when asked if we can meet in this October , he was silent , is he sincerely , last , i am offline , he still didn't answer me ,

i hoped i can see some messages this morning , but nothing .

it depend up to him if we can be true friends .

Thought over today , so fast .
There is a oral engllish class this evening , i decided to go there after work , it will begin at 20:00 , at that time , i just end work . i am thinking how to leave office earlier .
unfair today , i work overtime everyday . it's out of my control , only obey it . working hard , learn more , so have enough power find a better -paid job and needn't work over time .

come on , baby . sharpen your tool , strenghen yourself .

miss you

Upset at the beginnig of today , my best friend who usually online lost two days , the mobile is closed , any contact infomation are usefull less . there are so many things i want to share with you . i lose myself without you .

God bless you , come back soon .

The time is flying .

Spent the weekend with my classmate , it a happy weekend but so fast . anything looks so better when my mood is good . blue sky , hot sun , hot smile , bright moon , dark night ....

I will spend my every single day like this weekend , filling laughing all the time .

I had to reply two mail s today . at first glance , i found both of them are very difficult , so i decided to reply in the afternoon , so i have enough time to get the solutions . but during so many hours , i feel a little dread , cannt be sure i can deal it very well , i guessed i must spend long time on it . last , i change my decision , work at once , reply immediately , writing , thinking , searching the solutions from my collegues , then finished them , wow , just took less than a hour . so faster than i expected .

so it's important that dececion quickly , take actions promptly , and reduce the horror you imagined .

At the early of OCTOBER , I have a customer from UK who will visit my factory , i am a little worried about my oral english and my professional language . it's useless just worry , you need to take actions promptly . practise your english and study your professional language . face the fact , don't be worried for anything , cause what ever your think , the fact will happen as it would happen . bravely , frankly , confidently to do it , try your best , ok , well done .

Take everyday as a experice of studying , or interesting journey . don't care the result , just pay all your attention on the process , feel it .

God is a girl . happy girl .